half way around the world

I will be half way around the world for another month...well for almost a month, then it is back to the United States, and an undecided future...There are so many questions about the next year, I don't even know where to begin asking them. Do I keep my job or get a new one, where am I going to live, do I go to University, do I do another School, do I join staff and help teach others how to live this life, will this year will hold a move that is bigger than I can understand today...am I worrying myself with thoughts that have nothing to do with anything?
Some days I feel like I am growing up, like I should be thinking about having a job that will provide me with a "secure" future, looking into getting an apartment or buying a home, thinking about being married...all the things that one pictures when they think of a "grown-up"...but at the very same time I feel like a little kid who has been made to grow up too quickly...like I shouldn't worry about things like money, cars, a mortgage, having a family...like my biggest worry should be what clothes to wear or if I am going to be able to watch my favorite TV show this week.
I am growing up, but that doesn't mean that I can't still live a life of adventure... I am looking forward to all the things God has in store for me in the coming year. Maybe I will end up in Africa..maybe I will move to Canada... perhaps I will revisit Asia...perhaps God would have this be the year that I meet my husband...or maybe, just maybe God has something in store for me that is FAR beyond what I could possibly imagine...I am excited to find out what He has for me...